It is so-called rap music lyric..
Enjoy!
Make your own melody :)
Dad..
Life's harder without a father
But since there's still my mother
Hope these black clouds go farther
Yeah, this is my prayer
Dreaming that, someday I got a daughter
I'll raise her with full of laughter
I'll try to hold on my anger
I will be a better mother
Daddy, I'll see you later
Now I'm fine, doesn't matter
Today I'm even bigger
Facing future, my eyes shimmer
Since you're gone, there's no longer
a man who gives me order
to rush when taking shower
Man, I miss being bothered
I feel like I'm lacked of power
Still can't find another shoulder--
to cry on, But in my mind I hear your whisper
"You must jump out of this border"
I was born to be a fighter!
Yeah, I am flying higher
Wish there's one to be a partner
To share the dreams, and laugh together
And protect me from danger
It's a song, not a letter
Maybe I'm not a rapper
I'm not Eminem, either
Just wanna be a blogger
You hear the sound of rooster?
My D-Day's getting closer
Daddy, I'll see you later
Now I'm fine, doesn't matter
Enjoy!
Make your own melody :)
Dad..
Life's harder without a father
But since there's still my mother
Hope these black clouds go farther
Yeah, this is my prayer
Dreaming that, someday I got a daughter
I'll raise her with full of laughter
I'll try to hold on my anger
I will be a better mother
Daddy, I'll see you later
Now I'm fine, doesn't matter
Today I'm even bigger
Facing future, my eyes shimmer
Since you're gone, there's no longer
a man who gives me order
to rush when taking shower
Man, I miss being bothered
I feel like I'm lacked of power
Still can't find another shoulder--
to cry on, But in my mind I hear your whisper
"You must jump out of this border"
I was born to be a fighter!
Yeah, I am flying higher
Wish there's one to be a partner
To share the dreams, and laugh together
And protect me from danger
It's a song, not a letter
Maybe I'm not a rapper
I'm not Eminem, either
Just wanna be a blogger
You hear the sound of rooster?
My D-Day's getting closer
Daddy, I'll see you later
Now I'm fine, doesn't matter
I'm so thankful to my past
that it makes me who I am today.
I don't wanna buy rubbish I don't need
to envy people I don't like.
It's not worth it.
I am completely mature enough
to use my money wisely.
Besides, they don't deserve my jealousy.
I still cannot interpret my thoughts
and what my heart wants to say into words,
so that I cannot utter my whole feelings.
I fully understand
if someone may misunderstand me.
"I don't speak so I write."
Perhaps, I've been wearing masks for years
to hide my real me;
I show my alter ego, instead--
the creature that I don't know well.
Where does she come from?
You guess.
I still haven't figured it out.
I hate wearing different masks
in front of different people
in different circumstances.
I can be myself when I'm alone.
Maybe that's the reason why
I like to be ignored.
Don't ask me;
deep down in my heart
I never permit any people
tell their advice
and ruin my life,
yet I keep listening to what 'em say,
only to make them pleased.
I prefer being silent to showing off
my hardships to whole universe.
No, I'm not kind of girl who
advertise her dramas
in the social networking.
If you need to know,
I will let you know.
If you don't need to know,
I won't let you know.
It's my life;
if there's any problem regarding it,
let me fix it by myself.
I trust nobody in this world;
human beings' deception, I cannot recognize.
I don't have any idea
why this sound keeps ringing in my mind.
I don't like this situation
and I don't wanna be a slave to rhythm.
No, my life ain't full of curse;
it has abundant blessings, instead.
Thanks God I'm sick
but I can be a lustrous diamond
through this pain.
God, don't remove pain from my life
if it's good for me.
You had given me wings,
and I wanna soar above the storm,
not simply fly under the tress.
I'm not a loser;
I'll prove myself
that I'm the conqueror.
Thank you Jesus because
You never leave me alone.
You're still here,
holding me with Your mighty hands.
Sometimes I forget that I've got You
and I feel like I can count on myself to get up back
after falling.
I am falling forward.
At least I'm one step closer to my destination,
although I have to fall many times.
My thoughts are wild;
they can't be tamed.
And to all you guys,
you should not rely
on someone or something.
You have to stand
on your own feet to walk the route.
Do not believe everything you hear.
Do not believe everything you read.
Just because you read it in a magazine,
or see it on the TV screen,
don't make it factual, actual.
Appreciate everyone's efforts to reach on you;
who never give up on you.
Yet they're not going to be there forever.
Every time you fall,
rise up by yourself,
wait not for their help.
I hate everything I see in a shopping mall:
the high school students gathering around to tittle-tattle,
the glamorous shoes with year end sale promotion,
the advertisement showing delicious junk food, and so on.
I wonder how they can survive
being trapped in the bubble,
wonder have they thought of
how to be more like Jesus
instead of Korean pop stars.
Here I am,
staring at the reality
of human beings.
I found that I can get away from it,
but I cannot escape.
I wanna face my giants.
Give me the bigger burden
so my shoulder can be stronger.
that it makes me who I am today.
I don't wanna buy rubbish I don't need
to envy people I don't like.
It's not worth it.
I am completely mature enough
to use my money wisely.
Besides, they don't deserve my jealousy.
I still cannot interpret my thoughts
and what my heart wants to say into words,
so that I cannot utter my whole feelings.
I fully understand
if someone may misunderstand me.
"I don't speak so I write."
Perhaps, I've been wearing masks for years
to hide my real me;
I show my alter ego, instead--
the creature that I don't know well.
Where does she come from?
You guess.
I still haven't figured it out.
I hate wearing different masks
in front of different people
in different circumstances.
I can be myself when I'm alone.
Maybe that's the reason why
I like to be ignored.
Don't ask me;
deep down in my heart
I never permit any people
tell their advice
and ruin my life,
yet I keep listening to what 'em say,
only to make them pleased.
I prefer being silent to showing off
my hardships to whole universe.
No, I'm not kind of girl who
advertise her dramas
in the social networking.
If you need to know,
I will let you know.
If you don't need to know,
I won't let you know.
It's my life;
if there's any problem regarding it,
let me fix it by myself.
I trust nobody in this world;
human beings' deception, I cannot recognize.
I don't have any idea
why this sound keeps ringing in my mind.
I don't like this situation
and I don't wanna be a slave to rhythm.
No, my life ain't full of curse;
it has abundant blessings, instead.
Thanks God I'm sick
but I can be a lustrous diamond
through this pain.
God, don't remove pain from my life
if it's good for me.
You had given me wings,
and I wanna soar above the storm,
not simply fly under the tress.
I'm not a loser;
I'll prove myself
that I'm the conqueror.
Thank you Jesus because
You never leave me alone.
You're still here,
holding me with Your mighty hands.
Sometimes I forget that I've got You
and I feel like I can count on myself to get up back
after falling.
I am falling forward.
At least I'm one step closer to my destination,
although I have to fall many times.
My thoughts are wild;
they can't be tamed.
And to all you guys,
you should not rely
on someone or something.
You have to stand
on your own feet to walk the route.
Do not believe everything you hear.
Do not believe everything you read.
Just because you read it in a magazine,
or see it on the TV screen,
don't make it factual, actual.
Appreciate everyone's efforts to reach on you;
who never give up on you.
Yet they're not going to be there forever.
Every time you fall,
rise up by yourself,
wait not for their help.
I hate everything I see in a shopping mall:
the high school students gathering around to tittle-tattle,
the glamorous shoes with year end sale promotion,
the advertisement showing delicious junk food, and so on.
I wonder how they can survive
being trapped in the bubble,
wonder have they thought of
how to be more like Jesus
instead of Korean pop stars.
Here I am,
staring at the reality
of human beings.
I found that I can get away from it,
but I cannot escape.
I wanna face my giants.
Give me the bigger burden
so my shoulder can be stronger.
I sometimes feel like an alien creature
for which there is no earthly explanation
Sure I have human form
walking erect and opposing digits,
but my mind is upside down.
I feel like a run-on sentence
in a punctuation crazy world.
and I see the world around me
like a mad collective dream.
for which there is no earthly explanation
Sure I have human form
walking erect and opposing digits,
but my mind is upside down.
I feel like a run-on sentence
in a punctuation crazy world.
and I see the world around me
like a mad collective dream.
An endless stream of people
move like ants from the freeway
cell phones, pc’s, and digital displays
“In Money We Trust,”
we’ll find happiness
the prevailing attitude;
like a genetically modified irradiated Big Mac
is somehow symbolic of food.
move like ants from the freeway
cell phones, pc’s, and digital displays
“In Money We Trust,”
we’ll find happiness
the prevailing attitude;
like a genetically modified irradiated Big Mac
is somehow symbolic of food.
Morality is legislated
prisons over-populated
religion is incorporated
the profit-motive has permeated all activity
we pay our government to let us park on the street
And war is the biggest money-maker of all
we all know missile envy only comes from being small.
prisons over-populated
religion is incorporated
the profit-motive has permeated all activity
we pay our government to let us park on the street
And war is the biggest money-maker of all
we all know missile envy only comes from being small.
Politicians and prostitutes
are comfortable together
I wonder if they talk about the strange change in the weather.
This government was founded by, of, and for the people
but everybody feels it
like a giant open sore
they don’t represent us anymore
And blaming the President for the country’s woes
is like yelling at a puppet
for the way it sings
Who’s the man behind the curtain pulling the strings?
are comfortable together
I wonder if they talk about the strange change in the weather.
This government was founded by, of, and for the people
but everybody feels it
like a giant open sore
they don’t represent us anymore
And blaming the President for the country’s woes
is like yelling at a puppet
for the way it sings
Who’s the man behind the curtain pulling the strings?
A billion people sitting watching their TV
in the room that they call living
but as for me
I see living as loving
and since there is no loving room
I sit on the grass under a tree
dreaming of the way things used to be
Pre-Industrial Revolution
which of course is before the rivers and oceans, and skies were polluted
before Parkinson’s, and mad cows
and all the convoluted cacophony of bad ideas
like skyscrapers, and tree paper, and earth rapers
like Monsanto and Dupont had their way
as they continue to today.
in the room that they call living
but as for me
I see living as loving
and since there is no loving room
I sit on the grass under a tree
dreaming of the way things used to be
Pre-Industrial Revolution
which of course is before the rivers and oceans, and skies were polluted
before Parkinson’s, and mad cows
and all the convoluted cacophony of bad ideas
like skyscrapers, and tree paper, and earth rapers
like Monsanto and Dupont had their way
as they continue to today.
This was Pre-us
back when the buffalo roamed
and the Indian’s home
was the forest, and God was nature
and heaven was here and now
Can you imagine clean water, food, and air
living in community with animals and people who care?
back when the buffalo roamed
and the Indian’s home
was the forest, and God was nature
and heaven was here and now
Can you imagine clean water, food, and air
living in community with animals and people who care?
Do you dare to feel responsible for every dollar you lay down
are you going to make the rich man richer
or are you going to stand your ground
You say you want a revolution
a communal evolution
to be a part of the solution
maybe I’ll be seeing you around.
are you going to make the rich man richer
or are you going to stand your ground
You say you want a revolution
a communal evolution
to be a part of the solution
maybe I’ll be seeing you around.
~ Woody Harrelson
Sudah lebih dari 3 kali gw mendengar orang berkata, "Inilah calon pemimpin masa depan."
Yang mengucapkannya adalah orang-orang yang berbeda, pada tempat dan waktu yang berbeda pula.
Mereka satu suara dalam mengomentari pemberitahuanku bahwa gw tidak lagi berstatus mahasiswa, melainkan sudah lulus.
Bukannya mau membanggakan diri atau sombong-menyombong. Justru, secara jujur gw hampir-hampir gak percaya gimana caranya diri gw dengan kondisi kayak gini bisa jadi pemimpin. C'mon deh guys, gw tuh belum pernah seumur-umur menjadi KM (Ketua Murid) dari jaman TK sampai SMA. Jabatan gw di kelas paling banter jadi sekretaris. Oya, pernah juga sih jadi Wakil KM, pas jaman SD baheula. Hahahaha. Di kampus, peran serta gw di HIMA cukup aktiflah.. pernah jadi bagian dari panitia seminar, kunjungan industri, acara NSOP, hiking, dll.. Wait... I can recall that once in my time during the college, I've been a chairman of industrial visit committee, yet I was convinced myself that I was failed as a leader at that time. I'm inexperienced.
So, that's the last time. I don't wanna talk much about it.
Sebelum menjadi pemimpin bagi orang lain, kita harus bisa menjadi pemimpin bagi diri sendiri.
Lah, gw masih belum bisa memimpin diri gw untuk bangun pagi, rutin baca Alkitab, mengerjakan pekerjaan rumah (beberes), olahraga teratur, mengurangi junk food, menghemat pengeluaran, dll. Haha, dengan bangga aku membeberkan fakta yang memalukan seputar diriku sendiri. :D
Nevertheless, bukan berarti gw apatis total dengan perkataan "profetis" mereka.
I am not to underestimate their statement. They could be true.
If so...
I am to be a leader, to change this country and also the world.
I am to be the God's vessel to straighten the global broken values.
I am to be a leader who spread the truth, no matter what.
I am to be a leader that fears God that is in the name of Jesus Christ, the LORD and the Savior of the world.
I am to be a leader that do the right things according to the Bible and not based on human feelings nor human rites/traditions.
I am to be a leader with a heart or servant, that serve Lord Jesus and not serve human beings.
AMEN.
The following are some portraits of my graduation.
The graduation ceremony was held in Aston Primera Pasteur, Bandung on October 20, 2012.
I graduated from Institut Teknologi Harapan Bangsa, titled as S.T. bachelor degree.
Thanks Jesus.
The graduation ceremony was held in Aston Primera Pasteur, Bandung on October 20, 2012.
I graduated from Institut Teknologi Harapan Bangsa, titled as S.T. bachelor degree.
Thanks Jesus.
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Your system is already corrupt; you just don't realize it.
Itu karena kamu terlalu lama berdiam di dalam rumah. Jendela rumahmu itu sudah lama kotor, penuh debu, dan kusam. Kamu berpikir bahwa pemandangan di luar jendela-lah yang kotor dan kusam, tapi justru sebaliknya!
Kamu ngotot mengomentari bahwa tetangga di depan rumahmu harus lebih lagi merawat kebunnya, harus mengecat dinding dengan cat bermutu baik, dan harus becus menata pagar. Kamu ngotot bahwa rumahmu yang paling the best, paling ciamik, mentereng, bersih, dll..
Salah..
Kamu sangat salah.
Keluar sana.
Lalu perhatikan baik-baik, siapa yang seharusnya membenahi rumah!
