19 Oct 2017 9:33:29 AM
One day I love it,
another day I hate it.

One day I smiled,
another day I cried.

One day I wanna live forever,
another day I wanna be gone for soon.


20 Oct 2017 11:07:53 PM
Terkadang kita harus membiarkan suara-suara itu berceloteh.
Dengarkan saja, walau pura-pura,
Kata-katanya tak punya kuasa kecuali kamu memasukkannya ke dalam otak dan mengimaninya.
Lawanlah, dengan cara tidak melawan.


20 Oct 2017 7:35:00 PM
For one week my mind is great,
another week it's horrible.

That feelings...
go uncontrollably.


23 Oct 2017 10:51:19 PM
One week it's great,
one week it's horrible.
What kind of life is this.


30 Oct 2017 4:09:46 PM
Today is neutral. Pretty awesome. O yeah, I didn't get late to work.


6 Nov 2017 9:13:37 AM
In the morning, at home, and during my way go to work.
I hate my life. I live with a woman who could "kill" me

In the morning, in the office.
I act like I love myself.
No one would realize.


28 Dec 2017 2:00:23 PM
The only difference between an intrusive thought that pops into your head and then leaves, and an intrusive thought that is distressing, is how you respond to it.
The problem is not in thought itself, but rather what you do with the thought.


2 Jan 2018 12:20:19 AM
Don't hate the depression, but embrace it.
Despite the darkness of this "illnes", depressed people tend to have more abilities than average "normal" people.
Actually you can turn this curse into superpowers.


4 Jan 2018 5:28:34 PM
It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you play the game. If we lose, we focus on our love of playing. We ask ourselves what we can do better next time. And if we're really doing it right, we honor the winners--even if we lose. -Mike Shinoda.


13 Apr 2019 11:21:50 PM
Oh, manik!
Kenapa kamu menyerangku di malam hari.
Coba saja kalau kau datang di siang hari, saat aku sedang berkarya di kantor.
Aku pasti senang, si boss apalagi.
Sekarang kamu memonitori aku sampai menjelang dini hari begini, apa kamu mau membuatku mati?

25 Apr 2019 11:24:00 PM

有时候 我恨我自己

28 Apr 2018 8:10:23 AM

Bulan Juni-Juli masih lumayan lama. Mei saja belum datang. Tapi ketika mereka datang apakah kita sempat menyiapkan diri. Pokoknya harus siap. Menjalani momen-momen tersakit dalam 1 tahun, kita harus belajar dari jam terbang yang telah kita miliki. Berharap keadaan selalu semakin baik, sungguh hanya inilah yang bisa kita perbuat. 

Ada banyak alasan untuk pergi, jika itu menguntungkan kita. Tapi pernahkah berpikir sebentar, betapa tidak beruntungnya orang-orang yang akan kehilangan kita? Tidak banyak yang peduli memang, tapi 1-2 juga kita harusnya bangga dan menghargai. 

Seperti musim yang takkan tetap, semoga segala yang kelam berganti dengan yang semarak.

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